Monday, new week

I had a pretty good weekend this time, especially sunday. My husband was going to buy new headphones, and me and my daughter went to. We also thought we could turn in our daughters phone, she has dropped it to many times and the screen it in shards. That did not go totally well with my daughter, she would have no phone! Her life was ruined! She did get to borrow mine later, but that is not really good either, but it works. She was mostly upset about her Harry Potter game.

I also finally bought the Supernatural cookbook. I have to have some things left of it, even when the series end. I will make Pudding!

Sims starter house

I also build houses in sims. I did a tiny starter house, tier-2. With a pool, so that they do not get to hot. I am really happy that there are stuff that are free so you can build a house that looks almost okay, but a sim can still buy it for a starter.

So, all in all, I think I am okay. I think that I feel alright, but I am not sure either. I do feel like I am always on edge, and there is a lot of sensory overload right now. It is to bright, to much noise. I have no idea how to make it better.

Quarantine, and burning down the microwave oven.

Well, I did some quarantine. I have not been sick, I had a cold, no Corona here. Me and my daughter has been at home with colds, and it has been a little bit of a challenge. My daughter wants to go to school, and I think she can go tomorrow. She is bored, but she has done her homework, and she has been out walking the cat. Yes, the cat. Apparently he went under a porch and did not want to leave.

She has also told me she wants an sibling. It is just because she has been forced to stay at home, but she does not really understands that is not really possible. She gave the suggestions that we should adopt a child. She will have to be satisified with the cats as siblings. They can be annoying as smaller siblings can, so why not.

It is good for him that he is sweet and stuff. Both our cats are sweet, and lovely. Seilna likes to lie beside me when I am reading, it gets a little how, but cat, who can say no to cat.

Little cats

I also managed to set fire to the microwave oven. I was heating up my wheat pillow, and it caught on fire. The microwave was toast, and the wheat pillow also. We have a new microwave oven, but no new wheat pillow. It was no fun at all.

So I have been reading, playing sims and feeling stressed. I have not been up to writing anything for a long time. I will try to write more, I like writing a blog, for some reason. It is destressing.

Well, I hope everyone is safe, and have enough toiletpaper. Think one day we will remember this time as not the time of a pandemic, but the time the toiletpaper where no where to be found.

The day before I become 40!

These lovely kitties wanted to say hi. One atleast the other ignores you.

SmootHies

I have started making smoothies with vegetables. One carrot, peas and the rest bananas and pineapple. My husband tasted, and said it was an improvement to yeasterdays. I did have cauliflower in that one, perhaps not the the idea. I want to fond more ideas for smoothies with vegetables, I realised that I can “eat” more of it then. Where do I find that?

I think my trouble with eating vegetables comes from my asperger. Sensory difficulties. Same with drinking water, I hate that.

So, can I get smoothie recipes with vegetables?

Saturday at town

I got two new books today, one warhammer horror, and one book I have been waiting to buy, it is totally new. It will be good to have some new books to read. I like horror, I really like horror. You can say that I love it.

Anxious

I have been feeling a bit anxious today. Perhaps it is because it is my birthday soon. I do not really know why I am anxious really, and I hate it. I wish I could just make it go away.

Vegetables

I have really trouble with eating vegetables. So I got the brilliant idea that I could make smoothies and drink it. It is easier to drink I think. So I mixed some stuff, and:

My husband thought it was terrible, but I guess I can drink it. I want to get more vegetables and less candy in my diet. I really think I need it, because I know it is good for you. And I feel a little, old. I need to start excercising also, but I do not know what I will do. I need more than walking I think. But I do not want to go alone to swim either, but I think that is something I could do.

I got a nice painting today, or, it is one I will paint myself. Paint with numbers, with a bear. I love it.

The old gods are here

I started playing World of Warcraft after some time, and I feel like Gandalf. And I am playing as a shadaw priest, so it feels a little weird when I fight the bad guys.

Hey, we have the the same attacks, weird right. Are you sure we are not in the same side?

Autistic Nerdmother

Sooooooooon

I did it, I pre-purchased the next expansion in World of Warcraft. I will try playing tomorrow, of my husband can help me with my computer. Apperantly the grafic card was not up to date.

The Unwilling

I read this book today, I just flew through it. I actually started reading it because I had to Read something, and there it was. I loved it, I think you can guess that. This is the kind of book I love, and I want more like it.

The Long Lankin

“Childrens Book”

This was Said to be a childrens book, but I felt, okay, I will read it. It plats out during the second world war in Britain, two childrens are sent out to their aunt in the country that they never meet. But well, childrens should not be at that place. It is the creepiest, most horrifying book I have ever read. Perhaps some of it comes with the authors really good ability to describe the surroundings. I can see the house in my mind.

Emrys with a new toy

And of course, a picture of one of the kittys. Because I know everyone loves cats.

This is a good way for me to talk about my interests. Perhaps someone ser my recommendations and try them, books or series.

What would you want to know?

I am autistic, and it is how I am. It can be hard explaining to other people, who are not autistic. If anyone reads this, and have questions, feel free to ask about it. I will not take offence, and I only kill people in sims.

The sun down motel

I bought some books today for my kindle, and one of them was The sun down motel by Simone St. James. I have read all her books, and I really love them. This one is about a haunted hotel, a girl that goes missing in 1982 and her niece that tries to solve the mystery in 2007 after her mother has died. I have just started with it, but I feel it is going to be wonderful. I really love her books, and I can recomend them for you.

Tiny Oasis Spring house

I guess you can not believe what I have done more today. Yes, I have built another house in sims. This one was a tiny house, the smallest kind, and it is for those who wants to garden. I even put in a bonsai tree because that can make your gardening better.

Birthday

My birthday is coming up soon, and my husband had told me that we could go out to eat at a restaurant that I like. I talked to my father today, and he is going to join us. He does not really like going to those places, but he will do it anyway. Because i will be 40 then. 40 years old, I do not feel that old. I feel like I am around 25, it is a little weird to think that I am going to be 40. My father asked me what I wanted for my birthday, I do not really know. I guess money always comes in handy. I did say a trip to Edingburg, or perhaps the throne to Scotland. I have done some genealogy, and at first it was as I suspected. Swedish people, not that well off, but not dirt poor either. Then I started wonder why people where born in Scotland, and then it blew up. Now I can trace my ancestors back to around 1000, I found out that I was related to a Sinclair clan and one of my ancestors was James V Stewart, King of Scots. The weird thing was that no one knew about that. My father got really surprised, and his father does not knew about that either. I know a lot of people are related to them, and a lot of people can trace their lineage to these people. I just did not think they would pop up in my tree. I wonder if it was there I got my autism from.

Bedtime

I am thinking about going to bed soon and read perhaps. I am a little anxoius about it, because I have sleeping troubles. I take medicine for it, sleeping pills and other stuff for both depression and my anxiety. It helps some, but I feel it is hard to maintain the right amount of medicine. I guess most people who have sleeping troubles and anxiety can relate too when you are feeling very anxoius, can not sleep and so on, and you think, just this time I will take some extra. It is dangerous, really dangeraous. And I feel worse after, it is a vicious cirle. I have really big trouble to relax, and wind down. And I have trouble staying asleep.

But it is nice going to bed, and close the door. Put in my ear plugs and the sound disappears. In the evening I feel really overwhelmed by all sensory inputs. Right now I have really trouble concentrating and write, and I have to stop now. I feel overwhelmed and it feels like I am going to have a meltdown.